Confessions of a Loser ♥

Hola!
Mkay, well I need to re-write the beginning of my story because it started as one thing and now it has done a 180 and is now about something completely different. So for now I guess I'll just write about how my day goes and stuff about my school and friends and other people who seem to interject in my life at random moments!

PS. when I write about my life, I tend not to used proper grammar, capitalization, or punctuation, so sorry if it is hard to comprehend.

Today is Wednesday. I've been having a little drama in my life in regards to a guy i used to go out with. we're still friends... but anyway a girl liked him a lot and he decided to go out with her because he felt sorry for her: DUMB ASS ALERT!! (excuse my french) well he ended up dumping her at the school dance last Friday and she started to cry. now shes wicked mad a him and she still likes it but she's getting way too over-emotional about the whole thing, i mean he's just a guy (and not even a cute one may i add) and she was thinking of going emo for a day just to get him mad which wouldn't really get him mad anyway because he doesn't really care what she does now one of the guy's best friends (a girl) is mad at him about going out with her just cuz he felt bad and hes mad (and kinda sad) about that and the girl he went out with is talking to me so much like I'm her best friend or something and it's really annoying and sometimes she talks about him like shes gonna go anorexic or bulimic or something if he doesn't go you with her. sometimes i think i like this guy again but others i just know he's a really good friend. i told my (girl) friends that i liked him but now i don't think i do because i like our friendship and i don't want that to go away. also i have Spanish project to work on with two people i strongly dislike and one of them wanted to videotape it but i didn't want to cuz i didn't want to hang out with them but the project due tomorrow and we didn't really rehearse our lines and wee didn't rehearse acting it out AT ALL and that's really miffing me of (colonial expression) so now I'm really mad about that because i love my nerdy status and i would love to keep my A+ average in that class. Also my sis is coming home from college for a bit which is fine by me cuz we might go shopping =) even though when we were younger we defiantly didn't get along because i didn't like to talk openly with her (or anyone) and i was (and still am) very sensitive so i would cry a lot which I'm starting to get better to to but i hope we can go shopping!!

and that's my random rambling from a loser/nerd/hyper-person's point of view... feel free to comment (i think you can do that? I'm new to this) i love to give out advice =) but I'm gonna have to tell some people i cant answer questions if i don't feel qualified... well random quote of the day coming at ya!

Don't think of what you can't have, think of what you can.

x3=Dida