Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Hey Hey You You I Could Be Your Girlfriend♥

Okay, well I know I haven't written in a few days but I've been working on my english essay and I had a history test today and I've been talking to drama guy online and there just hasn't been time. Well at least there's time now =)I'm listening to the song girlfriend by avril lavigne which is one of my favorite songs! I love her new look as much as her old look but I super-love her amazingly-fatabulous pink streak in her hair. I offically am obsessed (in a good way) with drama guy... so i'm pretty sure I like him =/ the problem with this is the fact that I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me. I should face it that I've already had two chances with him and that's more than some people would put up with. But everytime I think I'm finally over him, he's himself, funny, nice, (kind of) cute, and so tolerant of me (which is a big deal for someone as srtained-random as me). I tell people that drama girl is probably the only one that thinks he's cute and I used to belive that... but it seems like a lie now, I mean he doesn't have a super body or the cutest face or the nicest heair but it's just something about him (it's something only he has... tough I can't explain what it is) that makes me fall for him. I don't want to be all self-pittying and be like oh I'm not pretty enough, I'm not thin enough, I'm not popular enough though sometimes those thoughts pop into my head but he says he's taking a break from girls (as girlfriends) for a while but i don't know, I guess I just want to be the exception this time...
omg (amd in spanish =]) AHH HE JUST SIGNED ON (THATS NOT WAT MY ORIGIANOL OMG WAS FOR)wow my heart just started pounding... i hate this likeing him, but i love it too... ok back to my origianol omg, almost wrote a whole blog about getting my carema back from the camera doctors the other day (because I did and I was super-happy) well i'm off to talk tomy (as my crazy friend would call him if she knew i liked him) secret looover =) lol ttyl ♥Dida

Love is a simple thing... in a complicated way...

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