The Word Confused Comes To Mind...

Yea, now I'm not sure about liking drama guy. This is like a big circle, like him, don't like him, like him, go out with him, like him, don't like him, like him, go out with him... etc. & right now I'm at the part in between the second don't like & like because this time it's a little more confusing. The last time I dumped him, we kept talking and flirting and crap, and then we went to the fair and yea you know the story. Well this time, we had that whole fight type thing and then we acted like we were just friends. My biggest problem with guys is that I want what I can't have. So I'm pretty sure I can't have drama guy so of course I like him. But this isn't like all the other times I've liked him when we weren't going out, now we have *shudder* a past. Now between the fact I can't decide about him and me waiting for my letter to the camp I want to go to, I'm not that chilax. Oh and to top it off, tomorrow, Wednesday, and Thursday, we have gigantic tests in English. And drama guy said he wasn't going to the dance which I guess is okay but not my cup of tea exactly.
Well... on a lighter note, I may get a solo for chorus. I tried out for the song 'When there was me and you" from the high school musical by 'Gabriella'. Well I guess I can sing it pretty well and I didn't have much of competition, no offense, so I hope i get it. I don't really care that I get wicked nervous singing in front of people but I've done it before, no problemo!

'Maybe' is just the polite way of saying no.